vladimir nabokov'un superman'in aşk hayatı üzerine yazdığı 1942 tarihli bir şiir 2021'de ortaya çıkmıştı. şiir superman'in ağzından yazılmış olup, sevdiği kadın Lois Lane ile çocuk yapamayacağı için duyduğu acıyı ve normal bir insan olmak için hissettiği özlemi dile getirmektedir. bu şiir yazıldığı dönemde reddedildi ve yayınlanmadı, ancak yaklaşık 80 yıl sonra bir rus aydın andrei babikov tarafından yale üniversitesi arşivlerinde bulundu. 2021'de Time’s Literary Supplement dergisinde yayınlandı.
işte 80 yıl sonra ortaya çıkarılan "the man of to-morrow’s lament" adlı şiir . (orijinal sitesinde paywall olduğundan archive linkiyle paywall'u aşıp paylaştım.)
the man of to-morrow’s lament
i have to wear these glasses – otherwise,
when i caress her with my super-eyes,
her lungs and liver are too plainly seen
throbbing, like deep-sea creatures, in between
dim bones. oh, i am sick of loitering here,
a banished trunk (like my namesake in “lear”),
but when i switch to tights, still less i prize
my splendid torso, my tremendous thighs,
the dark-blue forelock on my narrow brow,
the heavy jaw; for i shall tell you now
my fatal limitation... not the pact
between the worlds of fantasy and fact
which makes me shun such an attractive spot
as berchtesgaden, say; and also not
that little business of my draft; but worse:
a tragic misadjustment and a curse.
i’m young and bursting with prodigious sap,
and i’m in love like any healthy chap –
and i must throttle my dynamic heart
for marriage would be murder on my part,
an earthquake, wrecking on the night of nights
a woman’s life, some palmtrees, all the lights,
the big hotel, a smaller one next door
and half a dozen army trucks – or more.
but even if that blast of love should spare
her fragile frame – what children would she bear?
what monstrous babe, knocking the surgeon down,
would waddle out into the awestruck town?
when two years old he’d break the strongest chairs,
fall through the floor and terrorize the stairs;
at four, he’d dive into a well; at five,
explore a roaring furnace – and survive;
at eight, he’d ruin the longest railway line
by playing trains with real ones; and at nine,
release all my old enemies from jail,
and then i’d try to break his head – and fail.
so this is why, no matter where i fly,
red-cloaked, blue-hosed, across the yellow sky,
i feel no thrill in chasing thugs and thieves –
and gloomily broad-shouldered kent retrieves
his coat and trousers from the garbage can
and tucks away the cloak of superman;
and when she sighs – somewhere in central park
where my immense bronze statue looms – “oh, clark …
isn’t he wonderful!?!”, i stare ahead
and long to be a normal guy instead.